What do you make of it,

are you gonna look at me years from now still doing shit,

or are you gonna try and rewind and take it back,

I swear to god I need that.

maybe you don't, maybe you won't

and i'll go back in that hole, but if i do,

remember i still love you

though i do all these things, not knowing what it means,

i'm coming clean and begging for you to see,

that i've changed and now i have my brain and now i chose to rap insane,

maybe you won't like it, hate what i'm writing, try to keep fighting and wrong what i'm writing,

but thats ok you want fighting (gunshots)

So many ways i'm wrong, no way to change that,

no time can take back the days i was gone.

no way to show you, knowhere to go to, home i will flow to and put up with your shit.

so maybe your better just cuz i smoke schredder, hey it's ok but who the fuck will get her.

thats not my choice, it's only my voice, so i make some noise and play with toys and say i'm just a child

here i am admittin this shit sucks,

i know it's fucked and prolly makes no sense.

so you go out and work your jobs and i'll laugh when it's payin my rent.

even when i should be flying i feel like shit,

probly lack of sleep,

but all these emotions are enough to keep me sick.

Ideas that i have seem ok fo seconds,

until i play them out and then they wither away,

it seems as though everyone close to me is letting there emotions stray.

But let me tell you,

i do have to question every second if it's just me who is going down,

and to help myself i keep it spun all around.

I can see inside you and you don't know it,

cuz i don't show and thats ok cuz you'd probly blow it

i've seen so many things i wish i had never seen,

like a dream or like some fucked up carny scheme,

but when it gets to the end,

everyone will see i just needed a friend.

so you think you know us,

then why don't you show us what we need to do.

do you even consider why we think like this,

shit maybe it's you (boo) !

i'm so tired, so tired of all this bullshit talk,

so tired of you're chalk writin on the walls,

and your speculation as we walk

people wonder why music is such a drug,

why don't you ask that fuckin thug,

he'll tell you what you need to hear, pure pure pure only in your ears

cuz your blind and you can't face your fears

so let me ask you,

you think you seen some scary shit, how bout your momma dyin right before your click,

and picture this she ain't fuckin dead, shes just gone straight up to her fuckin head,

and magically she comes back to life to be a wife and to grab that fuckin pipe

so tell me i don't know it, tell me i'm gonna blow it,

tell me that i have to quit before i show it

and i'll tell you to put it in yo pipe and smoke it

This is where it all started from my point of view,

way back in that house on bellvue,

the first thing i try to remember,

don't want to condemn her just get her to see

You see this is where the second card comes into play,

a little brother I though oh yay,

but what I didn't know was that this kid would grow and etch his ways into my everday

I was always the fuck up, the misunderstood one,

i was tired of everything and so I fuckin got spun.

Oh let me tell yo it was nice, ice ice ice all day and every nite.

See i bet your thinking right now that i'm proud,

and all i'll ever see is the druggie crown,

but if you let me spit and show you i'm with it you know i'll fuckin quit it

I'm beggin you to take this as a warning,

instead of swarming and fucking with my head.

Sometimes i wish i could go back, flow back and just smoke some fucking crack,

fuck yeh it eases the pain and i aint the same,

but thats ok it's just a fuckin game

Gunshots be ringing as I be singing,

and for now i'm so glad that i aint slinging.

I'm sorry i've fucked you,

i did what i could do,

and now as i end you, maybe you'll see

So let me hear what you got to say about censorship,

and doing shit your way,

you say fuck everyone we know and oh yeh, don't go to their show

chorus: this is our everyday thing,

we're just tryin ta make it ring by tryin ta sing,

were not fuckin with you by wut we do,

or rappin with our crew.

so let me try and break it to you nicely,

we fuckin hate you right meegs,

we're telling you we don't give a fuck,

about you're car or truck,

because someday we be makin the buck

this is our everday thing,

were just tryin to make it ring by tryin ta sing,

were not fuckin with you by wut we do,

or rappin with our crew.

you find every reason to diss us,

piss off,

but all you do is miss us.

ok so were bad for your kids,

so leave us alone, keep us out of your home.

this is our everyday thing,

we're just tryin to make it ring by tryin ta sing,

were not fuckin with you by wut we do,

or rappin with our crew.